<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-454710560150311184</id><updated>2012-02-16T06:03:10.923-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Insight from a lost soul</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://addicttoanb.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/454710560150311184/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://addicttoanb.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Nothing</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03491887252968496310</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_sCK9hKqdLfw/SaTD4DRKXvI/AAAAAAAAAAQ/oAvggHZdCjY/S220/IMG000021.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>1</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-454710560150311184.post-56936350600239501</id><published>2009-02-24T06:39:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-02-24T07:05:33.337-08:00</updated><title type='text'>1st of many</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i40.tinypic.com/66amwx.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="http://i40.tinypic.com/66amwx.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Many times I am on the devil known as facebook and I see people that make think about my past and sometimes I long to change it, or at the very least wonder how things would be if certain things went a certain way(mostly with females). At times it is very depressing and others it is quite comedic. I then return back to the reality of right now and realize if not for those sometimes catastrophic events, I wouldn't be where I am now, which is where I need to be. Right now I realize that many of my failures have been mostly my fault, and that would usually be because of the lack of me not being myself and trying to be someone I was not, and people saw right through that. For the longest I really wanted to be someone else, because I realized I did not have much of an identity myself and now that I'm finally strting to realize who I am, I can see why I was often seen as "lame", "trying too hard", and anything else relating to those terms. I was tired of following the crowd and doing things just to fit in mainly because I didn't even fit in with myself in public, much less many of my peers. As a result of all of this(and other outsides forces I will not mention) I have a very random personality, some might even say schizophrenic at times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now that we off that soft emotional shit, lets get to the realness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sup niggas, I'm a 20, almost 21 black man who attends the hell hole known as the University of Alabama, I have a lady friend, whom of which I guess I kinda like(about 7 months worth as I type this), I'm into cars, clothes, music, electronics, anime and the corporate world. I will periodically psot new music for yall niggas to download and shit, pictures of cars, clothes, wall street jornal stuff, and lots of other things. Just stay tuned niggas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go on and cop this this right here nigga&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;01-Oj Da Juice Texaco Shawty - Intro  &lt;br /&gt;  02-Gucci Mane &amp;amp;hitman Shawty - That Man Hustle  &lt;br /&gt;  03-Gucci Mane - Crush on You (Produced by Warren G)  &lt;br /&gt;  04-Gucci Mane - Gucci Girl  &lt;br /&gt;  05-Gucci Mane - Fa'sho  &lt;br /&gt;  06-Gucci Mane &amp;amp; Big Mike Bucalino - I Be Jiggin Em  &lt;br /&gt;  07-Gucci Mane - Obnoxious (Produced by Fatboi)  &lt;br /&gt;  08-Gucci Mane - If U Hatin'  &lt;br /&gt;  09-Gucci Mane - Get it Big  &lt;br /&gt;  10-Oj Da Juice - Check in  &lt;br /&gt;  11-Oj Da Juice &amp;amp; Young K - I Ball Hard (Produced by Mike Da  &lt;br /&gt;  12-Oj Da Juice &amp;amp; Suga Suga - Benjiman Franklin's (Produced  &lt;br /&gt;  13-Oj Da Juice &amp;amp; Hitman Shawty - Money Everywhere  &lt;br /&gt;  14-Oj Da Juice - V.V.S.  &lt;br /&gt;  15-Oj Da Juice Korleon &amp;amp; Bohagen - Got Em Like  &lt;br /&gt;  16-Oj Da Juice Camron &amp;amp; Gucci Mane - Make the Trap Aye Remix  &lt;br /&gt;  17-Oj Da Juice - Count Them 100's  &lt;br /&gt;  18-Oj Da Juice &amp;amp; Nitti - Big Head  &lt;br /&gt;  19-Oj Da Juice - Bricks Remix Ft Fabolous, Shawty Lo, 8 Ball)  &lt;br /&gt;  20-Oj Da Juice - The Long Way  &lt;br /&gt;  21-Oj Da Juice on that Gas - Outro  &lt;br /&gt;  22-Oj Da Juice - Wonderful Life  &lt;br /&gt;  23-Oj Da Juice - Washing Power  &lt;br /&gt;http://www.megaupload.com/?d=D400FPWJ&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/454710560150311184-56936350600239501?l=addicttoanb.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://addicttoanb.blogspot.com/feeds/56936350600239501/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://addicttoanb.blogspot.com/2009/02/1st-of-many.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/454710560150311184/posts/default/56936350600239501'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/454710560150311184/posts/default/56936350600239501'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://addicttoanb.blogspot.com/2009/02/1st-of-many.html' title='1st of many'/><author><name>Nothing</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03491887252968496310</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_sCK9hKqdLfw/SaTD4DRKXvI/AAAAAAAAAAQ/oAvggHZdCjY/S220/IMG000021.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i40.tinypic.com/66amwx_th.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
